Wednesday, February 11, 2009

gETTing better

Faheem is out of the cold>>>i am so bummed out right now.I am so confused on how to deal with my baby>I know i hv to take it easy,but i want him to become better.I can more words now....but the rest is jst baby language.For the past 2 weeks he is eagerly showing me things ...the other day he was showing me the puzzle that he was trying to fix(smile).but on a sad note,faheem is still crying in his therapies.......this is worrying me so much,n now he is more attached to me then ever.He would almost not go to any one...even his father,maybe because his father has withdrawn from the pic...he has so much going on for him.Its ok...he will always have me.Maybe i should move to my parents house....Maybe i will get the support that i need.
Sometimes i feel faheem n i are two lonely people...no wonder faheem sometimes slips into his own world...i do it too,in my hobbies,in my thoughts.I will try to expose Faheem to as many things as i can,n to learn to handle stress well...because thats his problem...and hopefully he will be able to talk and live like a normal person.I have to be there for my angel.